On my last post, I've told you about my plan on baking a chocolate almond cake which to be honest is still a plan, I'm still thinking which unsweetened and sweetened choco I will be using haha! For now after checking my gmail(no new mail), I decided to watch serial killer movies. Ted Bundy! (Extremely Wicked, Shockingly Evil and Vile) (2019) Zac Efron, and Jeff Dahmer (My Friend Dahmer) (2017) Ross Lynch. I had this interest in real life killers not that I want to be one of them but It just intrigues me what's inside their mind? why are they cold-blooded? I have learned at school part of the reason is in their chromosomes.(x and y!). I think killers are geniuses, doing what make them feel good and being fearless(I'm not on their side though), somehow these traits are good except the killing part! These movies, documentaries, tv shows(Forensic Files, Cold Case Files and The FBI files) about crime and killers and mysteries(Unsolved Mysteries with Robert Stack(particularly)) are my go-tos whenever I have nothing to do and feels my mind needs to chill(I mean watching this chilling confessions from the killers themselves)!
I think the real killers are ourselves to us, at first we feel good about ourselves and feel comfortable on our own fantasies but selfishness soon will literally make us feel pained on the deepest. Somehow we are the killers of ourselves, we feel guilt and remorse for the result of our actions and decisions, makes sense?
Below is an excerpt from Jeff Dahmer's interview tape:
Courtesy of Inside Edition
I think the real killers are ourselves to us, at first we feel good about ourselves and feel comfortable on our own fantasies but selfishness soon will literally make us feel pained on the deepest. Somehow we are the killers of ourselves, we feel guilt and remorse for the result of our actions and decisions, makes sense?
Below is an excerpt from Jeff Dahmer's interview tape:
Courtesy of Inside Edition
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